Be careful what you ask for
So when I asked for my heart to be hardened, who knew it was going to be answered so fast. I don’t hate or see with disdain. I’m just coming to the point where I don’t care anymore. The crazy thing is, I’m not even trying to care.
Going through the same thing over and over is dumb.as.hell. I have no incentive to give a damn. Nor is anyone giving me a reason to attempt. So, you get what you ask for as well as get what you want.
Keep On Keeping On…
Hey How are you doing? Thought you were moving up, no just second choice. Remember how you thought you were important? Yeah..no.
There was a saying in the campaigns last year that had a familiar ring, “More of the same.” That’s what continues to happen, “more of the same.” See, doing unto others is only helpful if the other’s care about what’s being done to them. If they were honest with themself and you, they would say: “look, stop wasting your time. I really don’t give a damn. I’m just in this vicious cycle, and want you to ride with me.”
Don’t know how long I can stick this ride out. I keep trying, however, I’m getting naseaus. Really I’m just sick of the bullshit. I need there to be a light at the end of this tunnel I seem to be stuck in. It’s getting old fast.
